Showing posts with label crushin. Show all posts
Showing posts with label crushin. Show all posts

TGIF..err..S!

I had one heck of a busy week!http://emo.huhiho.com Well, it would have been less hectic if it wasn't for my procrastinating habithttp://emo.huhiho.com. Once I start procrastinating for that week, the whole week is bound to be stressful.http://emo.huhiho.comBut good news! I survived!http://emo.huhiho.com barely though

I wanted weekend to come sooooo badly. If it didnt come sooner, I could have diedhttp://emo.huhiho.com exagerated but more or less truehttp://emo.huhiho.com It's no wonder when Friday came and I realized it was Friday, I couldn't stop screaming cheering "TGIF TGIF TEEGEEEAAYEFF!!!"http://emo.huhiho.com to the point that even my friends had to proclaim I lost it...though I already lost it a long time agohttp://emo.huhiho.com

Oh yeah, here's another thing I've been battling with this week....matters of my dear hearthttp://emo.huhiho.com. Haha...ok, it's not what you think (whatever your thinking that is)...I am not inlove nor close to going there. In case I didnt mention this, I dont take crushing seriously anymore. I just admire him because of this and that then the next I don't and admire someone else. I dont even tell my bestie who anymore, I merely say "it's on" or "it's off" like a switch. But I think this certain guy was able to put my switch on stuck mode making him permanently eer..maybe semi permanently on the ON.http://emo.huhiho.com I think I'm crushing againhttp://emo.huhiho.com . Like crush crush...But then, due to my I-dont-want-things-deeper syndrome...eIts still the same on then off sitchhttp://emo.huhiho.com

But my question her is...Do I really like LIKE him? Or is it just me wanting someone special againhttp://emo.huhiho.com... AARGH! Better not make this such a big matterhttp://emo.huhiho.com. If I like then I like...right? And I'll make sure it'll be just that.http://emo.huhiho.com

Weell, this post is getting quiet long http://emo.huhiho.com...and I dont want to waste another Saturday on the net..AGAINhttp://emo.huhiho.com

NOW is different from BEFORE

BEFORE:

Once I have a crush, I'd go all out just to get his attention!
Bwahaha papansin to the max...http://emo.huhiho.com
I'd do anything just to cross paths with him "accidentaly"http://emo.huhiho.com...
I'd be willing to make a fool out of myself just for him to like me back...
and I wouldn't dare care what others thought of me
because the only thing I could care about was him him him!!!http://emo.huhiho.com
For short..I was out of my mind and I would have to look somethin like this---->http://emo.huhiho.com


And at those moments, I felt like my head was on the cloud...
Too bad gravity had to pull me back down to see 
how shtupeed and crazy I looked
and of course..finally hear what people were saying about mehttp://emo.huhiho.com

And each year, I try not to repeat the same crazy acts
Oh yes..I dont repeat THE SAME acts again...
Instead, I do less-immature-but-far-more-shtupeed things!
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But if I could go back in time...I wouldnt change anything
Bec. if it wasn't for those times...I would be living a really boring life right now...

And even though...

~I was once branded as a flirt
~Gave the wrong impressions to teachers...
~did things I shouldnt have
~grades decreased...

Thanks to those things....
~I have found my bestfriend-slash-other-half (a.k.a my ex-karibal)http://emo.huhiho.com
~I learned that life isnt always about boys..boys.and more boys!
~I've gotten to know my friends better...form the real to the fake
~Im feeling happy right now!
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NOW:

I still go crushing like a normal teenage girl...
that when seeing her crush makes her day and go gaga from time2time
But that's just it..I dont take crushing seriously now...
and I definatelt dont go all out for the guy!http://emo.huhiho.com

And guess what? 
I like it this way ^^

Being happy AND proud to be single AND free!
and I plan to stay this way for a loong time 
(ohw..3-5 yrs maybe? hahaha)
 
 
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