a letter to all bloogers out there ^^

I've just realized how there are a bajillion blogs out there which are so worth visiting

(ok am exagerating on the bajillion...lets just say its an estimation) 

So I wanted to right this random letter to all bloggers out there 

a.k.a anyone who owns this site where they blab their heads off XD

*ahem ahem*

Dear bloggers,

Ive been hoping from one random blog to the next...I might even have stumbled across yours and hung out there for a while...or maybe left after seeing some really really dark layouts (sorry my eyesight doesnt really coordinate with letters in black X_X) Anyhow...I'd like to tell you this.....KEEP ON BLOGGING! Whether you think your blog is damn boring or just for plain self-indulgement (is this a word? oh well) I hope you know that somewhere faaaar in the cyber world...an explorative girl in the www happened to like this a.k.a YOUR site where she randomly stumbled on...I hope you know that even just simple thoughts or your shared experiences can already make someone's day...Now doesnt that feel good? So please….dont abandon your blog>o< YOU^^

with cyberlove...

Sheydilee

I Love My Crazy Bro ^^..

Ok..it's pretty late..but something was bugging my conscience...

I felt as if I needed to do something special...even if it's not a big thing but at least something special just for my brother..it IS his 13th Birthday after all...

So here it goes...

Once upon a time...around the year 1994 to be exact..

there came out the cutest-no-question-the-most-adorable baby boy ever! 

(ok this is opinionated but seriously..you should see the fat baby pics!)

White, chubby to the fatty power and cute! 

(can you just imagine it???)

This boy had an older sister...(*cough* *cough*)

who loved her new cute brother so much..but sadly, the little girl had an evil side....

*fast forward*

The little cute boy had to suffer years of torture from the evil mean sis...

leaving him emotional scars unconsciously...(oh no o.o)

But deep down, the evil little girl loved her brother dearly and wouldnt let anyone hurt him but herself...while occasionaly playing and laughing with him with some torture on the side

(as usual ><)

*fast forward again*

As years passed...the little boy grew up to be the silent type...

the mysterious one who walks in the grassy field at school alone

(and teachers actually notice this?!)...

the one who watches more tv than stay outdoors...

a robot-slash-techie addict with a dream of owning a toy company one day....

a mind so full with out-of-this-world-ideas...

and surprisingly the guy whom a lot of girls would prefer to be friends and share secrets with(*ahem* He is not gay! XP)...

he had this crazy sense of humor people would sure to love...and isnt shy to show it...

and being a sister that she is, though quite harsh in the past, the girl seeing greatness in her  brother didnt want him to just be mediocre...so bit by bit she started showing her care and support for him in whatever he does 

(bit by bit coz if she showed it all at once he would suspect she was having another evil plot)

As more time passes..the boy grew more and more outgoing and expressive of himself...

and a lot are starting to see 

how far he could reach in his life with his one-of-a-kind-mind and personality \(^^)/

HAPPY 13TH BIRTHDAY BROADER!

Am waiting till you turn 18 so I can engage you to Astee! bwahaha!

I couldnt have asked for a better brother

(of course Oj came along! XP..LOL)

~Ate Sheidel ^^,

To Him:

Yeah, I know Im the one who decided to stop whatever we had, but I don't get why I'm the one hurting right now! I don't know...maybe it's because Im still learning how to get used to my life without you...no more goodnight calls, sweet greetings or random I-miss-you messages...No more...There might have been some regrets in me but I know I did what's best since I just can't continue keeping you for the sole reason of "needing." No..that's wrong and unfair if I did that...

Now, I must learn to go on without you there by my side...Learn how to independent and not so needy to have a "special someone" there..I'm gonna live everyday the way I want to...Having fun and being free, looking forward to the future...

But don't get me wrong, I'll always cherish whatever was between us and all those crazy times. Only now,  I wouldn't and shouldn't dwell on it so much since that's the past now...But instead, tuck those memories deeply in my heart...

Thanks a lot...REALLY!

~Sheidel~