Once I have a crush, I'd go all out just to get his attention!
Bwahaha papansin to the max...
I'd do anything just to cross paths with him "accidentaly"
...
...I'd be willing to make a fool out of myself just for him to like me back...
and I wouldn't dare care what others thought of me
because the only thing I could care about was him him him!!!
For short..I was out of my mind and I would have to look somethin like this---->
And at those moments, I felt like my head was on the cloud...
Too bad gravity had to pull me back down to see
how shtupeed and crazy I looked
and of course..finally hear what people were saying about me
And each year, I try not to repeat the same crazy acts
Oh yes..I dont repeat THE SAME acts again...
Instead, I do less-immature-but-far-more-shtupeed things!
But if I could go back in time...I wouldnt change anything
Bec. if it wasn't for those times...I would be living a really boring life right now...
And even though...
~I was once branded as a flirt
~Gave the wrong impressions to teachers...
~did things I shouldnt have
~grades decreased...
Thanks to those things....
~I have found my bestfriend-slash-other-half (a.k.a my ex-karibal)
~I learned that life isnt always about boys..boys.and more boys!
~I've gotten to know my friends better...form the real to the fake
~Im feeling happy right now!
NOW:
I still go crushing like a normal teenage girl...
that when seeing her crush makes her day and go gaga from time2time
But that's just it..I dont take crushing seriously now...
and I definatelt dont go all out for the guy!
And guess what?
I like it this way ^^
Being happy AND proud to be single AND free!
and I plan to stay this way for a loong time
(ohw..3-5 yrs maybe? hahaha)