Having to do something in front of a large crowd is one of those things that would make me crawl under a hole and not come out till the next decade! Ok, I've made a hyperbole there but seriously, I hate public appearances. Especially when I'm the only one! I don't know why I'm so fearful of it. I used to remember when I was a lil' girl how I'd crave for the spotlight and attention. The more people the better! But I wouldn't say that now...
But I really am determined to conquer this fear of mine. It does me no good at all. And, I'm pretty sure what's the root of a all of this...I'm scared of judgement...It injures me so badly inside hearing side comments and critics...But now as Im writing this, I've realzed something....