I crave for someone to make me feel special, cared for and loved...to make me feel whole again..to fill that empty space where he used to be in...
But a great part of my sanity keeps on telling me that I have to get over this craving for it will surely do me no good. Yeah, the feeling would be great but then what about the long run? I'd just end up wanting someone for that stupid reason which means that even if I dont have any feelings for them anymore, I wouldn't be able to let go and end up making both of us miserable.
So right now, I'm trying my hardest to live life without someone constantly reminding me of how special I am or how much he cares for me.......
and WHAM! it hits me! I've come to realize that I've always had it already, I just somehow failed to notice until now that He is just there, cheering me on every step of the way...All I need to do is listen to Him
I just need to remember that and I'm sure I'd get over this crazy craving in no time
~sheydilee~