Yeah, I know Im the one who decided to stop whatever we had, but I don't get why I'm the one hurting right now! I don't know...maybe it's because Im still learning how to get used to my life without you...no more goodnight calls, sweet greetings or random I-miss-you messages...No more...There might have been some regrets in me but I know I did what's best since I just can't continue keeping you for the sole reason of "needing." No..that's wrong and unfair if I did that...
Now, I must learn to go on without you there by my side...Learn how to independent and not so needy to have a "special someone" there..I'm gonna live everyday the way I want to...Having fun and being free, looking forward to the future...
But don't get me wrong, I'll always cherish whatever was between us and all those crazy times. Only now, I wouldn't and shouldn't dwell on it so much since that's the past now...But instead, tuck those memories deeply in my heart...
Thanks a lot...REALLY!
~Sheidel~